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i feel sick 2 the stomach, how did i let this get 2 me? just to hear them cry a low gasp of breath to their broken hearts, a am no help, constantly crying for our loss, this is trully one of the sadest dayz of our lives. i have never seen him cry, until 2 day, our joy only slipped only a little south, to meet its doom. i could not have helped, i only made things worse, i have never been trully speechless before, i watched them make the hardest deisions of their lives an all i did was cry. i didnt even say how sorry i was, the one day he needed me the most an i was speechless, being in their house of love will only hurt more. i have lost some of them 2 day, an all i could b was speechless.





*drowns in tears* rip 18.1.06

im writing this so people kno,.. i will not b chatting to people for a while or well until i get over my loss dw bout me i will get over it i just need time.



lots a love



~*cass*~

I really dont kno y im writing this in here but oh well, as a teenager i start to wonder... do i like girls? yer i fooled around with one an even kissed another but does that make me bi? i really like guys no wait i love guys but i have been getting this itching sensation in my mind that i want to interact more with girls. guys dont seam to cut it like girls do. which is a shame coz yer ....im not goin into that... if u have sex with a girl does that class as loosing ur virginity? or does something actually have 2 go inside to loose ur virginity? yea this is a couple of questions that plague my mind.. my friends dont wanna help me figgure it out coz i think their scared im gonna crack onto em, lol punny weaklings lol